what 37 months? what 38 months? what diamond ring? my vision getting darker everyday.. I dunno is due to what overwork or am i going to get a glasses? My world came crashing down just like that.
For those who know me for very very long. you all do know that i am a hardworking. A no nonsense person who or when devoted to work. I will never stop. My dream to become a investigator to make the one person in my life proud which is HER. Now i can just forgo the dreams of being one.
I ever thought to myself, wedding is soon~~~ becoming happiest man in the world. The ring save up so much money just to get her. Confess in my blog on how bad i am previously.
Again and again, she tried, i tried, we tried. In the end of the whole episode, she left me standing all alone with hopes and dreams all crash. All i wish is for her to be right beside me. Tears were never every dry up. I can look strong on the outside but when comes to love, everyone is soft in the inside.
Good night to all my readers. I am going to have a long day tomorrow. Missing her always.
