tried to hide the feelings but somehow it showed. tears rolled down again and again whenever thoughts of her comes to my mind. Sitting all alone at home, wondering at this time will i be at her place sleeping with baby? cuddling her to sleep?
Miss those times when we ate mac for dinner or 147. miss the smell of smelly pillow. how i wish i had one of them beside me. I just miss her smell, her face, her hair and her heart. I dunno whether my heart for her will fade. 3 years relationship ask me to just put down like that i will not be able to.
Read StephSis blog and I know that she is enjoying her life without me. No quarrels nothing.
I just wished to say to you:
I MISS YOU. IF YOU ARE HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE NOW, STAY ON LIKE THAT. I CANT PROVIDE YOU. I AM SORRY!
